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    August 15

    放棄

     
     
    仔細想想,我活到目前為止好像還沒真正放棄過什麼
     
    樂旗隊三年,遇到什麼困難的事情,牙一咬也就過了
     
    但這一次不一樣
     
    我在台東,然後放棄了繼續環島的可能
     
    搭車北上
     
    坐在自強號裡我望著窗外,那層層疊疊的山脈就好像某種界限一樣
     
    清清楚楚的矗立著,彷彿伸出手指便能細細描摹其中的輪廓
     
    我在這裡,南方在那裏
     
    我正在往回走,而西邊是我未完成的遺憾
     
     
    事實上我很明白自己的極限在哪
     
    感冒以後不論是反應力或者持續力都急速下滑
     
    所以我選擇放棄
     
    因為對我而言
     
    健健康康的活著回來,比起大病一場萎頓不堪來的令人舒服多了
     
    而且,當我終於明白自己的生命不再只是自己的生命
     
    而是牽連著許多人的思念以及掛懷
     
    我便坦然的放棄了,心裡也許有一部分正在責備自己說這是藉口
     
    但我寧願相信這是正確的選擇。
     
     

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